Ladyhawke: Poems/Songs


LADYHAWKE


As early one morning I rode down to Aquila
I passed a young beggar all covered in mud,
He stank of the sewers, and glanced oft behind him,
But he caught at my stirrup, and called as I rode:
"O friend, take my warning, and go not to Aquila,
The taxes are heavy, the people are sad,
The guards they are cruel and the gallows are waiting,
It's filled with the hungry, the sick, and the mad."

As under grey clouds I rode down towards Aquila
I passed a dark rider with a hawk on his wrist,
His face was obsessed, and his eyes were a wolf's eyes,
He rode out to stop me, his sword in his fist:
"O go not to Aquila, stranger, I warn you,
There's evil in power, a man I would slay,
I come to take vengeance on the Bishop who cursed us,
I'll have my revenge, although hell bar the way!"

As under eclipse I rode down towards Aquila
I passed an old monk with a cup full of wine,
His eyes they were clear, though his habit was filthy,
He barred me from passing, and spoke of a sign:
"O go not to Aquila, for judgement is coming,
Sins will be punished, and shadowed the sun,
Evil thrown down from the seat it corrupted,
Curses unravelled, and justice be done!"

As under bright sunlight I rode down to Aquila
I met a fair lady with a face like the day,
Her eyes were as clear as the hawk's high above me,
And she rode with her love as we passed on the way,
"O go ye to Aquila, and ride through the city,
For darkness is vanished and evil o'erthrown,
Neath sun and neath moon we may journey unchanging,
Our curses all broken, my true love my own!"



DUET FOR NAVARRE AND ISABEAU


Navarre
I hold you by your jesses,
A hawk upon my wrist,
And yet you are my true love
Whom I so often kissed,
Whether by sunlight or by moon
We always are apart,
The only thing I have of you
The memories in my heart.


Chorus: (both)
And I can never touch you,
Can never hold your hand,
Can never speak a word to you
That you will understand,
As long as there is night and day,
Although my love is sure,
My form must change by sun and moon,
My hopes may not endure.


Isabeau
I sometimes see your face, love,
In dawn's unfolding light,
I know you for the black wolf
That walks with me by night,
I walk the shadows patiently,
The moon my only sun,
Until we two can meet again,
The curse at last be done.

Chorus: (Both)

Navarre
But whether I am man or wolf
My heart is always true:
Isabeau
And whether hawk or woman,
I never turn from you:
Navarre
Though I must brave the gates of Hell
I swear this won't endure:
Isabeau
And I shall stand beneath the sun
And in your arms once more.

Chorus: (Both)




PHILIPPE


Honestly, soldier,
I'm totally innocent,
Never knew anything,
Not even there,
Wouldn't consider
Touching your pocket,
Sentenced to hanging?
That's hardly fair!

Come on now, Captain,
Why should I help you?
I'm only a beggar,
No honour nor word,
All right, I'll consider,
I'm ready to help you,
Whatever you ask,
Just please put down that sword!

Brother Imperius,
Tell me the truth, now,
What is the reason
That I should be here?
Why should I want to be
Trapped in this story,
Held here by loyalty,
Love, and by fear?

Lady, I swear
I'll do all that I can for you,
Journey by daytime,
And guard you by night.
You are the only
True beauty I've ever known,
Face of a man's first love,
Eyes of pure light.

God, help me now
In this darkness at midday,
Crawling through sewers
To rescue a friend,
Pity their true love,
Have mercy upon us,
Let darkness break,
Bring the curse to an end.



THE BISHOP


A face as fine as porcelain,
Long hair as rich and pure as gold,
Her eyes as pure as falling rain:
Another man's, to have and hold.
I swear by all the powers of hell
If I can't have her
No man shall.

She sent my presents back, untouched,
When I approached, she turned away,
She chose another for her love,
I swore this insult to repay.
I swear by all the powers of hell
If I can't have her
No man shall.

They fled by day, they fled by night,
Neath rising moon and setting sun:
I called a curse upon their heads
To last till day and night be done.
I swear by all the powers of hell
If I can't have her
No man shall.

And yet I dream still of her face,
When she is hurt, I feel her pain:
I must possess her for my own,
I cannot bear that she be slain.
I swear by all the powers of hell
If I can't have her
No man shall.

And now beneath the sun's eclipse
I see her standing in the sun,
She throws her jesses at my feet,
Woman again, the curse undone.
I swear by all the powers of hell
Now I can't have her
No man shall.



IMPERIUS


Pass me the wine, boy -
I need to drink.
Too many memories,
Can't bear to think.
For my own weakness,
Debt still unpaid,
Hearts I have broken,
Lovers betrayed.

Tell you the story?
Little to tell,
Only that I've spent
Two years in hell:
Ever since knowing
What I had said,
How I'd betrayed them:
Wished myself dead.

She was a lady,
Face like the day:
He the Guard Captain,
Passed on the way:
True love at first sight,
Never so true,
I their confessor,
All this I knew.

But I drank more than
Wisdom allows,
And so the Bishop
Heard of their vows:
Raved like a madman,
Swore to avenge,
Called on dark powers
Had his revenge.

And now the maiden
Walking by night
Must fly as hawk by
Sun's constant light,
And the black wolf there -
That is Navarre,
Calling to Isabeau
Under the stars.

Pass me the wine, boy -
I need to drink.
Too many memories,
Can't bear to think.
For my own weakness,
Debt still unpaid,
Hearts I have broken,
Lovers betrayed.



ISABEAU


Sometimes I dream of flying over mountains,
Of passing fields and valleys on the wing:
And does the hawk then dream of being human?
Of love, or hope, or hate, or anything?
For while each night I know myself to be myself,
Each dawn I feel that knowledge slip away,
And all I am - my mind, my heart, my body -
Is lost again at every break of day.

I am so tired of silence and of shadows,
I am so weary of this endless night,
Only a moment of the sun at daybreak -
Only a single second of the light -
Only a single chance to see my true love
Before I am a hawk, and he a man,
To see his face, to know he sees and loves me,
And reach to touch him - but I never can.

I have no words to curse the man who cursed us,
Set us apart till day and night shall end,
Who lost his mind and sold his soul to damn us,
Divided us past any power to mend,
I only wish once more to hold my true love,
To have the magic broken, curse undone,
To walk with him and talk beneath the moonlight,
To stand with him under the midday sun.



NAVARRE


My family swore to serve the Church,
They rode to war in the Crusade,
I bear my father's sword as proof,
Each quest a jewel upon the blade.
And now I ride on my own quest,
To kill the man I once obeyed,
To slay him with my father's sword -
For my allegiance was betrayed.

I vowed obedience to His Grace,
I served as Captain of the Guard,
And now I ride beyond the walls,
The gates against me locked and barred.
Because I loved my Isabeau,
Her face as fair as Love's own face,
We fled by night from Aquila
Fleeing the vengeance of His Grace.

And yet we bear that vengeance's mark
Upon our bodies and our souls,
Never to be as we once were,
Lovers united, one true whole,
But always trapped apart, alone,
Human and beast, by night and day,
And so I bear my father's sword,
And so I go to find and slay.

For as he bade me be a wolf
So shall I turn on him and kill -
A wolf's obsession, a wolf's rage,
A human's honour, human's will.
I swear he'll pay for what he's done,
To this I set my human word -
The wolf he loosed shall take revenge -
I swear upon my father's sword.


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